25 February, 2011

While we are young and without pain we not only believe in eternal life, but have it. Then comes the break, then the breakdown, then the lamentation over it, and the end. It's always the same.

I'm glad there are no witnesses to my outward and inward disarray.

How can I even for a moment think of calming myself, I thought, when I am so full of agitation?

- Thomas Bernhard

20 February, 2011



06 February, 2011

San Clemente, California